yeah!!

finally exams are over!! Yeah!! Finally can relax and rest le!! Been looking to this meh.. Been really busy the past few days to prepare, almost give up meh.. Luckily, my CP and counsellor were there to encourage me.. Everything is finally over and am glad that I was able to survive through everything that came along.. Be it the stresses that I faced, the suicidal thoughts, the flashbacks.. I really want to thank my teachers and friends, especially my CP..She gave me the suppport whenever I am feeling down or needed someone to be there, no matter how busy she was. Without them, I guess I wouldn't be able to survive through everything.

To my CP: Thanks for everything. Although you might not be reading this, I still want to thank you for everything. You are the one who lead me on.. Not forgeting my friends also :)

sick :(

I caught the flu bug this morning.. Haiz.. exams coming le then sick.. sad.. somemore havent really study for my pom exam which is this friday.. Hope I can get well by tml..

P.S I hate this feeling of being sick, especially near exams period

quite sad

hello guys/gals reading my blog, it been two weeks that I didn't blog.. Nothing much actually happened these two weeks.. Life is the same for me.. Studying, working.. with some unhappy events happened during the weeks, especially today.. Got back my F&B project result.. Our group got a D+.. One of my group members was very unhappy about the grades lah.. then she keep asking what is the percentage of the grp project.. Then after the class ended, she keep asking if I did put in the things that she give me.. this did not end yet.. Was supposed to meet my group members for the script review but one of my friends and I didn't turned up coz I am too tired from the working and studying over the past few weeks.. I didn't know that we will be meeting for the rehearsal after class so I just ask her we doing the rehearsal now ah, then she said yeah la, wanted to rehearse this morning, but you didn't turn up, My SDL and survey still havent do lei.. From her voice, it sounded that I was the blame for everything. ok lah, I must admit that partly is my fault la, but dont you think that you are actually to blame also.. Is you who never arrange the timing properly and you still have the cheek to blame and scold me.. Was damn upset lah.. So I walked out the school alone without her because I know I needed to be alone without her.. Guess I wouldn't talking much to her the next few days bah.. this was only one of the sad things that happened to me.. the others I better not blog about it coz it concern my company..

enough of the sad things.. now to the happy things.. I got my POM coursework grade yesterday.. Can't believe that I actually got a A (in poly, is 80 marks and above so it quite a high achievement for me).. Was actually very happy.. But this time round, it actually concerned the person I mentioned above again.. She actually wasn't happy that I got better grade than her (she got a B+).. she keep saying y my mid-sem test got better grades than Xue Qi but my overall grades lower than her.. haiz.. Guess my life isn't really happy with her around.. But I dont know if i should break off with her.. I feel very stupid breaking with her with such a small matter.. but she keep repeating and repeating the things that irritates me..