feelings

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌

this really describes my feeling now.. I really feel very confused as well as worried and scared. I really scared that I will failed my SSM. Memories of the past keep flowing through my mind these few days.Maybe I not that strong as I thought I am. Maybe I really need that concern.

tired

Im really tired to the max man.. Been doing projects since the start of school holiday and ever since didn't get much sleep. I couldnt take it anymore le and there is a feeling of giving up. But I just going to endure and survive this period.

Hopefully I will be able to get a good rest after all these projects