am glad

Received a call today from someone and I am glad that I have quit my job. Things are becoming more and more unbearable at my previous workplace. The old staffs are quitting one by one.. Haiz.. what to do.. It seems that my manager nv fan xing.. My heart really goes out to those who are still working over there..

Anyway, this week have been quite hectic for me.. SSM, fest assignment, group projects, mice test, YOG briefing and the list goes on.. AND is finally OVER!! phew!! Going to catch up my sleep and the things to do this weekend..

Not in a happy mood now because of something happened in school. bah bah bah..

motivation

I really need some motivation to get my stuff done.. have ard 10 tasks which are due over the 7 days.. and out of these 10 tasks, 3 of them are due tml!! Wah, I have to start doing my stuff before is getting out of hand and stop watching tv..

and finally I solved my work problem!! Yipee!! and it feels shiok not having to work and study.. Time to concentrate on studies..

got this phrase which my lecturer share with me which i find it very true.. "we can give you alot of choices/advices but what you want to do with the choices/advices is your choice.."

utterly disappointed

utterly disppointed with my manager la.. Heartbroken liao.. Wanted to quit but she dont let and still say those crappy things.. give her 4 days notice and she say I didn't and say that my official last day is 30 nov which is like two weeks from now!! WTH!! Give her resignation letter and she rejected it!! Have to submit three resignation letter and somemore I think she still cant accept my resignation.. first letter, she torn it and throw it away.. I have to put my third letter at her table and stop answering her calls and sms.. start questioning myself am I angry with her? I think abit ba.. I decided is really not worth it to stay on.. Now then i realised that my manager is a person who think of her interests first.. damn sad la.. work so hard for her but she dont appreciate it.. anything is the subordinate fault's and not hers..stupid stupid really stupid la!! Crying my heart out and who is able to console me? Maybe i take things too seriously..need to relax myself.. chill..

bored in class

Got so bored in one of my lecture that i started drawing. Below is my art piece



drawn by me



drew by kelly

u can see more drawings at my facebook profile

P.S. Yes finally can upload the pics

is it that difficult?

All I wanted is a mother who will showed care and concern for me
All I wanted is a mother who will be there when I am feeling sad
All I wanted is a mother who will stop doing things that will hurt me
All I wanted is a mother who will support me whatever I do

This is currently my wishlist. Is it so difficult to achieve.. Feeling very hurt now coz nope of the above had been achieved and is always the opposite that have been achieved

sad

Feeling very sad and down now.. Don't feel like talking about it now.. Will blog again when i feel better

P.S. Happy birthday to darling and my cousin Jin Wei

parent's expectations of their children

Was watching a show called the academy 学警雄心.. Got one part of the show where one of the police cadets who wanted to excel in his studies and become the best policeman so that his father will be proud of him. He forced himself to study so hard that he was too stressed up and cannot continue his training anymore.. But his father told the doctor that he didn't give his son any stress.. and in the end, it turned out that this police cadet didn't want to disappoint his father, so he forced himself to become a police cadet as both his father and brother is a high-ranking policeman. When I saw this scene, it sort of remained me of two of my friends who got so stressed that they cannot continue their studies.. One had to give up his studies and go to work.. the other had to retain one more year in JC.. And both their parents said the same thing: I didn't give my children any stress.. it really probed me into thinking that parents should have spend more time understand their children emotional needs and not only their physical needs.. Sometimes things aren't that simple as we seem